Update for the new year 2010

Hey peoples what's up. Omg it's a new year. And with a new year comes with new things to experience and new things to try. So far not a whole lot has changed. Except I met an amazing new guy. Not like that people. He's and awesome guy and he's a new friend. He's going to help me become a better person. His name is Jonny. He's like me in a way and I'm glad I met him. It was almost like it was supposed to happen in a way. Lol

Neko is still fat and as happy as ever. She will be 2 years old in August. And I still lover her dearly. I think for this year I am going to try to be happier with myself and try to put myself out there a little bit more than I have been. Try to get out there and explore the world. Valentines day is coming up and once again I know I am going to be alone but I will just have to deal with it. I always have and always will I guess. I was thinking about going to school to be a phlebotomist but I am not sure that is going to happen now. I think I might be wanting to get a job but not sure that's going to happen either. Even though I am garenteeed a position at Dilions. My step mother knows the manager and she said she would help me get a job there. But I am not sure when that is going to happen. I already put in my application and all that so all I need to do now is get ready for it.

Breakthrough is going to be having a dance on the 10th for Valentine's day and I think this year I'll be attending in all Black because I am starting to get tired of it. So I am protesting this year. Lol Ok I have been protesting that day for almost my entire life. The only person who has ever gotten me anything for that day is my mom and step mom. And they don't even do that anymore but oh well they can't do it anymore...I really wish that in a year or two I can finally get to celebrate it with someone I care about. On the 10th I might be getting to spend that day with Jonny. Hopefully he'll come to the dance.

Damn I think I ran out of things to talk about. But oh well it's ok I'll just go for now then. So I will hopefully talk to you people later.