Just a tiny update

Though I don't know why I just feel like typing at the moment. I really wish I had a car. And I won't be able to afford one for a while. So I guess I have to continue riding the bus and every once in a while asking people for a ride. If I had a car I know I would not be held up in my apartment so much. I would be able to go places and not have to depend on other people to give me a ride. Like if I wanted to go to my brother's house I could go and he wouldn't feel obligated to have to take me home at like 1 or 2 in the morning. But on a different note. I am supposed to have a dentist appointment this thursday but I think I am going to have to cancel it again because the young adults are going out to eat and I really want to go. So I guess I will have to reschedule for May.

I have been talking to Issac again. But I'm not going to make the same mistakes I made in the past with him cause I have come to the conclusion that our friendship can never be the way it was in the past. So when he comes up to breakthrough we go out back and smoke and have these long really nice talks that I've really missed. And we have even talked on the phone a few times but I have sworn to myself that I will never let him know where I live cause I don't want him coming over drunk or anything. And I know that he lives not that far from me. Ok maybe he does live a ways from me. He lives on Oliver but way down by Pawnee. But we are strickly going to just hang out at breakthrough.

Lets see what else can I talk about? I believe that my mom is going to help get Neko fixed next month. So I can't wait for that cause I really can't take another month of her being in heat. So I'm going to get her fixed. Cause she did something that really pissed me off the other night when a friend spent the night. She got up on the couch and looked at me and just pissed all over the arm of the couch. And I later learned that she was pissed off at me for letting someone spend the night that she had never met before. But what really confused me was that she was actually really friendly with Tamisha. So I was pissed. She was marking her territory. So I guess whatever. My mom did some research and found out that if I get her fixed she would no longer do that so I can't wait to get her fixed.

Well we are getting ready to go out on an activity to New Market Square so I really need to get off of here. So laters people.